E3 2006

I'm at E3 2006 because... I Love video games. I've been going on and off since before it was E3. I found my 96 badge a few weeks ago. Although I'm still excited to be in the midst of cutting edge gaming technology, it's not the same. I want more. I've spent countless (and consecutive) hours and dollars on gaming, but I want more. I want to be a contributing part of the industry, but I have no idea what form that might take. I've been unemployed for the past couple months and catching up on my gaming. I'm near the end of Chrono Cross (yup, I just cracked it open :p) My extensive collection of unplayed games, along with my gamefly subscription have kept me... "busy", but I plan to look for work soon. What the hell do I want to do?